Well.

I'm glad I'm not a bitch anymore, that's for sure.

Although we're apart, you're a part of my heart..

So, I was just watching The Jerk with my father and brother and that scene came on where Steve Martin and Bernadette Peters are walking on the beach came on. Steve Martin is playing the ukulele and they're singing "Tonight You Belong To Me". It made me think.

(If you haven't seen it, here.)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AI8NuFAETMQ

Anyway, I was just thinking about how I would feel if some guy with ukulele playing abilities was willing to walk on the beach and play and sing with me.

I have a feeling I'd be too happy to smile.
But that'll never happen to me, I live in a landlocked state.
Oh well, maybe we can walk along a cornfield.

Have we met before?

Hi. Ha, it's been like six years since my last blog post. I'm not sure what to write about because there is wayyy too much to write about. So...

I went shopping on Friday with my fraaands. I got me some paants.
I partied yesterday.
I painted my nails and they look like tee shirts.
I found a hoody and I washed it and I like it.
I might collage with my buddai today.
I feel like the perfect mix of casual and key-ute today. But you know, I'm probably not. Hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Last night was a failure for lil' me. I was all *FALL ASLEEP WHEN THINGS GET FUN* and all my friends were like *HAVE FUN WHILE ABI IS ASLEEEEEP*
HEY THERE! :D -Frankie

Anyhoo.

I'm blogging and blogging with nothing to blog about. I might go redo my nails. MIGHT. I wanna put little tee shirts on them now.
Maybe on my toes.....

Candlelight: A poem in two crappy little parts.

Firelight
Warbling and shaking
More like waterlight, really.
A newborn baby
That
Even when it's grown and grown
Until it's bigger than life itself
It's still shaking
And flighty
And worried.


/\./\./\./\./\./\./\./\./\./\./\./\./\./\./\./\./\./\


A shadow on a wall
Dances like a toddler
Playful and clumsy and right
The candle falls
(or is pushed)
and accidentally starts a blaze
to rival the one
in my soul
at midnight.
It grows older in moments
or less
Until the wall it danced upon
is gone.
And as we fight the long crusade
to kill the blaze,
to win the war,
I can't help
but pity
the little candle.

Vague

And soon enough
I'll get to make
The lines of me, more vague.
And my personality
shape
show size
hair color
will be up for interpretation.
I'll be anything you want me to be.
My skills will be less threatening
My faults will be less blinding
If you're lucky
You couldn't pick me
Out of a crowd.

Truths Galore!

001. Real name → Abigail Jean Winbigler.
002. Nickname(s) → Abi? Obi? Abs? Absie?
003. Status → Single and ready to mingle. :D
004. Zodiac sign → Gemini.
005. Male or female → Female.
006. Elementary → Uhm, Warren/United.
007. Middle Schools → Uhm, Alexis/United.
008. High School → Uhm, Macomb/United.
009. Skin Color→ Paaaaale.
010. Hair color → Bloooonde.
011. Long or short → Loooong?
012. Loud or Quiet → Loud. Period.
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans, I've never owned sweats.
014. Phone or Camera → Phone, I have friends with cameras. :D
015. Health freak → Nahhh.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? Mmmmhm.
018. Eat or Drink → Drink.
019. Piercings → Heeeeell yeah. Wait, do I have any? No.
021. Water or Fire - Fire.
022. Love of your life or 4 Billion Dollars → A love I can handle and two billion dollars. Then I'd divorce him and travel the world to find the love of my life.

FIRSTS:
023. First fear → Clowns, I think.
024. First best friend → Have I had one yet?
025. First award → Horse show.
026. First crush → I think it was Greyson, though that may have been a dream. A kindergarten dream.
027. First pet - Mao.
028. First big vacation → Disney World?
030. First big birthday → 8? It was puppy themed. :D

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Air.
050. Drinking → Jones Cola.
052. I'm about to → Who knows.
053. Listening to → Folding Chair, by Regina Spektor.
054. Plans for today → It's nighttime, IDIOT.
055. Waiting for → Next weekend, Christmas, and my mom coming back.

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids?→ Mmhm.
059. Want to get married? Mmhm.
060. What careers do you have in mind? Editor.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH SIGNIFICANT OTHER
068. Lips or eyes - Lips.
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller please.
072. Romantic or spontaneous → I think spontaneity *is* romantic.
073. Chest or Butt?→ BOTH. xD
074. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive.
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship.
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → Neither.

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts→ Mmhm.
081. Ran away from home → No.
083. Killed somebody → YES. xD
084. Been Heartbroken → Yeah.
085. Been arrested → No.
087. Cried when someone died → Yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Occasionally.
090. Miracles → Sometimes.
091. Love at first sight → No.
092. Heaven → Yes.
093. Santa Claus → No.
094. Tooth Fairy → No.
095. Friendships → Yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now more than others → Yes.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → No.
099. Do you believe in God → Yes.
100. The End.

Friends.

Yeah, I'm damn glad I have them.

DAMN GLAD.

They're so flippin' versatile!

I mean.... They can be pillows and lovers and laughers and confidants and just....
Damn.

I love them and I'd say more, but I'm going to spend some more time with my friends.

Love,
ABi!