How fancy am I nowwww, kids?!
My dear, DEAR friend Mia set this whooole thing up for me. Isn't it purdy?!
I luuurve it. Thank you girly!
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Playing House.
Well, I'm babysitting. (Obviously not very well because I'm posting on my blog. xD)
We're sort of playing house. It's.... nice? The one can't hold down a job, has a kid, and is apparently 14. Though she has a birthday every 5 minutes? xD Playing house is surprisingly fun, even at my age.
We're sort of playing house. It's.... nice? The one can't hold down a job, has a kid, and is apparently 14. Though she has a birthday every 5 minutes? xD Playing house is surprisingly fun, even at my age.
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Oh.
I get really stressed out recently. Usually when I'm alone, when no one is talking to me. When I'm thinking, and I realize things.
I hate this. I hate that I can't say *anything* for fear of prosecution. IhateitIhateitIhateit. I hate how nothing for me can be normal. I can't have anything that's solid, that stays, that gives a fuck.
I'm probably going to delete this because people will think it's dramatic.
But really... fuck it. I'm a fourteen year old girl. I'm dramatic. Deal.
I hate this. I hate that I can't say *anything* for fear of prosecution. IhateitIhateitIhateit. I hate how nothing for me can be normal. I can't have anything that's solid, that stays, that gives a fuck.
I'm probably going to delete this because people will think it's dramatic.
But really... fuck it. I'm a fourteen year old girl. I'm dramatic. Deal.
Saturday, August 7, 2010
So tired...
It's been a hell of a long day. But I guess days aren't really all that long when you're waking up at 11 everyday. >_<
I almost got a siamese today... but I'm tooo tired to write. Sorry, total of three followers. I can't write.
I almost got a siamese today... but I'm tooo tired to write. Sorry, total of three followers. I can't write.
Friday, August 6, 2010
Bentoooos.
Okay, you see this? >> http://bentobloggy.blogspot.com/ << That, my dears, is a link to a blog. Now, onto the actual subject.
Bentos. Bentos bentos bentos. Anyone who has spent even a little bit of time with me understands my obsession with food that has at least a 4 on the cute scale. Bentos always nail at least an 8. Therefore, I love them. For my less japanese inclined friends, a bento is a cute little box of cutely or beautiful arranged food. (Yay for bad explanations.)
But there's this sweet little blog (the link I posted above) that centers around bentos. And she's having a giveaway, my friends. And it involves quite a few things that would make me so very, very happy. So go check out the blog! It's so cool and there's a giveaway for bento ish things and chopsticks and a chocolate lollipop thing...
I need it, kids. I just do.
Bentos. Bentos bentos bentos. Anyone who has spent even a little bit of time with me understands my obsession with food that has at least a 4 on the cute scale. Bentos always nail at least an 8. Therefore, I love them. For my less japanese inclined friends, a bento is a cute little box of cutely or beautiful arranged food. (Yay for bad explanations.)
But there's this sweet little blog (the link I posted above) that centers around bentos. And she's having a giveaway, my friends. And it involves quite a few things that would make me so very, very happy. So go check out the blog! It's so cool and there's a giveaway for bento ish things and chopsticks and a chocolate lollipop thing...
I need it, kids. I just do.
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Hey!
I'm getting really good at this posting thing. Maybe I'll be all writey-ditey in my boredom.
I've been really depressed lately over the 'thing that shall not be named' and it must be worse than I thought, because my dad has noticed. He doesn't quite know how to fix things, so he's been taking me driving.
IT'S SCARY.
But I love it anyway. We did it yesterday and the night before... both times rather late at night. Yesterday, it was my first time driving/I was in a huge truck/it was craaaazy foggy, so needless to say I was horrified. Tonight was a little more fun, I was driving the Olds and so it was better in a way... though I almost died. This ridiculous truck came over the hill and scared me. :3
But everyone is okay. I saw a mini car show today and it was beeeautiful. It all started with this '57 Cadillac with fins and a cherry red/spotless paint job and full red interior. Made me drool, just a little. I also hadn't eaten all day, so that was nice. :P And there was this purple thingie and a 30s era Plymouth... But enough about that.
Before all this car centric excitement, I saw my grandpa in the hospital. It was... deeply depressing. He's not the man I knew. He used to be so smart, if a little slow in his old age. And when it got a little worse, we put him into a nursing home. He was sweet as pie for a while... but then he started getting violent. Who knows why, but they got scared and sent him to another nursing home. Same thing, except this time they sent him to the psych ward of a nearby hospital. And that's where I saw him today, wearing a diaper and a hospital gown. He was just trying to get this stupid string off, but he wanted a knife. It was one of the saddest moments of my life, and thanks to the 'thing that shall not be named' I really had no one I could openly get the comfort I needed from. Eh.... I like these long posts.
Maybe if I had some foooollowers.....
Currently listening to:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o22eIJDtKho
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dWlLPJG9Cvg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dORTJqbD4HM
Goodbye.
I've been really depressed lately over the 'thing that shall not be named' and it must be worse than I thought, because my dad has noticed. He doesn't quite know how to fix things, so he's been taking me driving.
IT'S SCARY.
But I love it anyway. We did it yesterday and the night before... both times rather late at night. Yesterday, it was my first time driving/I was in a huge truck/it was craaaazy foggy, so needless to say I was horrified. Tonight was a little more fun, I was driving the Olds and so it was better in a way... though I almost died. This ridiculous truck came over the hill and scared me. :3
But everyone is okay. I saw a mini car show today and it was beeeautiful. It all started with this '57 Cadillac with fins and a cherry red/spotless paint job and full red interior. Made me drool, just a little. I also hadn't eaten all day, so that was nice. :P And there was this purple thingie and a 30s era Plymouth... But enough about that.
Before all this car centric excitement, I saw my grandpa in the hospital. It was... deeply depressing. He's not the man I knew. He used to be so smart, if a little slow in his old age. And when it got a little worse, we put him into a nursing home. He was sweet as pie for a while... but then he started getting violent. Who knows why, but they got scared and sent him to another nursing home. Same thing, except this time they sent him to the psych ward of a nearby hospital. And that's where I saw him today, wearing a diaper and a hospital gown. He was just trying to get this stupid string off, but he wanted a knife. It was one of the saddest moments of my life, and thanks to the 'thing that shall not be named' I really had no one I could openly get the comfort I needed from. Eh.... I like these long posts.
Maybe if I had some foooollowers.....
Currently listening to:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o22eIJDtKho
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dWlLPJG9Cvg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dORTJqbD4HM
Goodbye.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Aha.
I found my blog, fancy that. I don't post much, do I... and most of my posts are horrendously outdated. I don't want to delete them though, then I wouldn't have a blog.
The last few days (well, day) have been... eventful, but not in a good way. That's okay, I just won't talk about it.
The days *before* yesterday though, were pretty great. There was a little scary thought that was always around, but I was hanging out with my sister and such. We wandered around town with a bunch of her friends, ate sugar cookies, ate pizza in a park-ish thing. All in all, it was just good fun. Immediately after she left, I got into the car to be whisked away to the home of an old old friend of mine. That was nice... though I learned some scary things. Then the "thing that shall not be named" occurred and my day went downhill. BUT! No talking about that.
My life isn't the greatest at the moment. But that's alright, it hasn't been in a long time.
The last few days (well, day) have been... eventful, but not in a good way. That's okay, I just won't talk about it.
The days *before* yesterday though, were pretty great. There was a little scary thought that was always around, but I was hanging out with my sister and such. We wandered around town with a bunch of her friends, ate sugar cookies, ate pizza in a park-ish thing. All in all, it was just good fun. Immediately after she left, I got into the car to be whisked away to the home of an old old friend of mine. That was nice... though I learned some scary things. Then the "thing that shall not be named" occurred and my day went downhill. BUT! No talking about that.
My life isn't the greatest at the moment. But that's alright, it hasn't been in a long time.
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